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Not Everyone is Loved

by Hutch Harris

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I'm Too Late 03:31
There are hearts of ice and hearts too tender Times I need not to remember Nights I’ve lost in strain and sweat Words I’ve said I need to forget Lives I’ve thrown away, now I feel too late to say I covered what I felt, my heart too cold to melt I ran away too fast, wish that I could change the past But I’m too late, I know, I know There are hearts of ice and hearts so warm Hearts that thrive in stress and storm Loves I lost and lies I spoke Days I never even woke Lives I’ve torn apart, now I feel too old to start Showing what I feel, my heart too cold for real I ran away too fast, wish I that I could change the past But I’m too late, I know, I know
2.
I don’t want to live alone But I left no room for you I built my home for one Well it wasn’t what I meant to do I know I have been broken But I will take the time to mend And I know I will love, I know I will love again I don’t want to die alone But I left my life with you I kept my heart on hold Well it wasn’t what I meant to do I know I have been broken But I will take the time to mend And I know I will love, I know I will love again I know I can heal I know I will be stronger in time If only in my mind I know I have been broken But I will take the time to mend And I know I will love, I know I will love again
3.
Where did you find me How did you hook me How could you see You weren’t even looking How could you ever know I would forever love you I would never be the same How could I know Your heart would be true Your time would be mine If I asked it of you How could I ever see You would be loving me More than I would ever know I know the chance is I’ll never find the answers But I found the life that I was dreaming of So why should I test it I don’t need to question I just need to know I’m in love Now that I know Your heart will be true Your time will be mine if I ask it of you Now I can only see You loving me More than I would ever know
4.
Every day my life is starting And every night is my last I won’t be here tomorrow And I never was in the past And I don’t know why I’m so terrified Of things I just don’t understand Like why my life is over When it never even began Life is more than short and small It’s just break from not being at all You don’t exist, you’re born, you live and then You die and don’t exist again And I don’t know why I’m so terrified Of things I just don’t understand Like why my life is over When it never even began Why should I even try to stand I’m a tiny baby in the womb All I am is naked flesh and blind fear How can I even try to walk I’m a skeleton in the dirt Why should I be afraid if death is already here I can be just who I want I can do just what I wish Every day I live forever and Every day I don’t exist And I don’t know why I’m so terrified Of things I just don’t understand Like why my life is over When it never even began
5.
Just Fine 03:13
Don’t think I’m missing you Don’t think I’m not ok Don’t think I’m not alright Now that you’ve gone away Don’t think I wake in the night Screaming in pain, calling your name Don’t think I think of you Or that I can even care Don’t think you ever did Don't think I’m being fair? Least I don’t pound the walls And curse and swear Wishing you were here Instead of God knows where Just know I’m alive Know I’m alright Know I’m just fine Know I’m just fine I used to picture you When I would close my eyes Used to pretend we were together til I realized Honey the love was gone I was holding on and you were cold as ice I learned my lesson then I turned my life around I knew I had two choices I could swim or drown And I knew I was bringing you down I was bringing you down And I don’t wanna be bringing you down Don’t think I’m missing you Don’t think I’m not ok Don’t think I’m not alright Now that you’ve gone away Don’t think I wake in the night Screaming in pain, calling your name Don’t think I think of you Or that I can even care Don’t think you ever will Don't think I’m being fair? Don’t think I expect to ever turn around And see you standing there Just know I’m alive Know I’m alright Know I’m just fine Know I’m just fine
6.
There’s nothing I can tell you now There’s nothing you don’t know The world is now your ocean So row, so row, so row If the water is too cold you can adjust the flow Just so you know There’s nothing I can offer you There’s nothing left to say The wind is mighty strong So let it carry you away I won’t see you tomorrow So I will love you today Just so you know Just so you know You were loved when you were high Just so you know You were loved when you were low And not everyone is loved Not everyone is loved Just so you know There’s nothing I can tell you now There’s nothing you don’t know The world is now your ocean So row, so row, so row If the water is too cold It’s even colder down below Just so you know Just so you know You were loved when you were flying Just so you know You were loved when you were wrecked You were loved in between Was it something you needed? Or just some thing that you’d come to expect
7.
You asked me why I sing to you Here’s what I said: “Baby, I hear voices in my head” They always tell me what to do When they tell me to sing, I sing to to you You asked my why I sing to you I’ll tell you now: I try to speak to you but I don’t know how. There’s only one thing I can do: Let the music play, and sing to you I know it drives you nuts, my mouth it never shuts I always “La-da, da-da dee-da,” in your ear But soon I’ll have you swooning, from the tune I’ve been a-crooning There’s no reason to ask me why I sing to you Cause you already know Remember darling, life is just a show And I read from a script just like you When it tells me to sing, I sing to you When you ask me why I sing, I sing to you And Billy too.
8.
A Place 03:21
Far from the light that is blinding my eyes Far from the rush that is crushing my mind Far from the noises destroying my ears Is a place I’ve not seen but have dreamed of for years This place that I see is the home of a ghost Tho far in my mind I am always still close A place with no sound, no space and no time Where I won’t have a care, I will always be fine I’m leaving the life I have loved for so long I’m leaving the world which I know to be wrong I’m packing today and I’m leaving tonight I’m needing a place where the world will be right Far from the light that is blinding my eyes Far from the hate and the weight and the lies Far from the pain and the strain and the stress Peace is now mine, I can finally rest

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released April 5, 2024

All songs written by Hutch Harris
(C) + (P) 2024 Royal We Publishing (BMI)
Recorded by Hutch Harris at Brainwash
Additional tracking by Kendra Lynn at Jackpot
Bass on 1-4, 7-8 by Sam White
Keys on 3, 8 by Jeremy Harris
Mastered by Gus Elg

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